No mood for anniversary

I'm not in the happiest mood at all on my 4th Wedding Anniversary. I pray that my assumptions are just merely a part of the 'evil doings' of syaitan to destroy my marriage. I thought what's over would be over...but to my disbelieve, seemed like history may repeats.

I don't know what wrong have I done but for all I know, I'm extremely very sensitive right now, especially at 32 weeks ofmy pregnancy. The time when I need him by my side all the while...he's playing some 'games' with me. Though it may still be quite vague & things are not that certain for me, I know the truth will come out 1 day....

I felt that the kisses are not sincere anymore & the feelings are no more mutual. Something is hidden behind my back coz my intuition tells me. I'm feeling very depressed & down right now. What a way to 'celebrate' our anniversary....