Cool vs Stress

Can't wait for Exco to be over & done with. Hate to end the week like this...if only there's something that I can look forward to at the end of the day. Malam ni Fadila nak ajak anak dia gi airport to try his roller shoes. How about me? Hmmm, maybe boleh ajak abah & ibu keluar makan...asyik makan aje, macam mana badan pun tak naik!
Yup, the pointer in my weighing scale seemed to be going towards the right side...jangan naik lagi sudah! Susah nanti...

I still have 1 major dateline which I've been putting aside - the Proforma! I hate just my mentioning it coz asyik terbayang muka si Alice Tan tu! Then there's another Tan (the male version) also comes into the picture. Boringlah! I mentioned to Irfan about this but he just merely try to give positive strokes & make me feel better by raising my confidence again...but that didn't work my dear. I'm still feeling fed-up with my work. The TLP thingy? Mr Tan just asked me & Hanida to work on it. I just present what I have right now. At least, that's a little compromise he could make.

Basically the environment at my work place right now is giving me a h*ll of a time. Stress...hmm, maybe that's not a really strong word. How about Crazy? Gila? Now I understand why there are so many teachers refered to the Hougang Chalet (IMH). I think I'm already eligible to be one of the occupants there. Yup, it's true! The amount of work that I have to do & datelines to meet are just making me worst & worst by the day. I still remember what Mazida once mentioned during our lunch time - "Su, I tengok dalam banyak-banyak HOD, you always look cool aje." Huh? Is that a sincere compliment or satu sindiran sinis? I don't know.

I guess maybe I do look quite cool & calm most of the time. But at times, people who are close to me know what I'm going through. People like Karen, Lila, Fadila know that I'm stressed or tired. What do I do then? Now at least I have Fikri to divert my attention from work. Hubby? Sometimes at night tapi kalau dah penat sangat, anak & suami pun dah tak terlayan. Kalau ada problem kat sekolah, lagi teruk keadaan jadinya. Kat rumah pun kadang2 I may throw my tantrum! Tu yang bahaya tu!!!

Oklah, this is also another way I divert my attention from work. Actually I got my SAIL lesson plan to plan which I have not start to plan yet (eh, sounds fun with the rhyme!). I also have my presentation in a while & my marking to do.

Ok, dah bell. Chao. Ada Exco meeting!!! Yucks!